why so blue

This morning when I woke up, I didnt feel like getting up. 

I dont start til 3pm so I could stay in bed until then., but that it a wasted of time. Hate wasting my time on stuff thats pointless. 

I dont know if it is the cold weather and air that makes me wanna stay under my warm duve. Or, the pills Im taking is making me abit drowsy. Or, the guilt and shame of breaking a friends trust making me feel blue. 

Maybe its a combination of all the above making me feel down with the dumps. 

Whatever it is, I cant do anything about it right now. Just need to go with the flow and hope for better times.